I also thought it was kind of weird how whenever someone revealed a winner, they were all happy and dragging out the name and stuff. But when Lauren Conrad and Chase Crawford (HOTTTT!!!) presented Best NEw Artist, they said "Tokio Hotel" with absolutely noo enthusiasm.  I think it might have something to do with the fact that they probably didn't know who they were lol. Or Chase didn't at least. He doesn't seem the type.  Of course, their fans are more of the "screaming, obsessed fangirls" type, etc. lol

Personally, I think Perez Hilton is sliiightly two-faced.  When TH was on TRL a few weeks ago, he was like fawning over Bill and his hair. But on his "Drunk Vlogging" episode, he totally bashed them and implied that he didn't think they deserved to win.  THEY DESERVE EVERYTHING THEY GET!!! THEY WORK SO HARD FOR IT!! But I really hope we was drunk, even though there is absolutely no excuse for being that rude.  I cannot believe he gets paid to slam people like that.  He honestly has nothing better to do with his life.  And honestly, if you have a Vlog, don't fart! And if you do, please do not announce it to the entire viewing world. That is gross, impolite, and just once again, rude.  He needs some major manners lessons.  I love how everyone was really happy for the boys (including PCD >=P lol) except for him. Who has to say something bad.  Even if they secretely hated them for winning, they did a damn good job of hiding it. Good job being subtle Perez.

So... I didn't cry today. I wasn't even really tempted. But that was probably because we were busy all day.  We didn't stop for like two minutes.  But we got to see Nicole twice for about fifteen minutes. Tomorrow is going to be really tough.  It's our last day here, and we are going to have breakfast at Duquesne, and then check out of the hotel.  We are going to go to the zoo probably before we leave, because I've never been to the zoo, and I really wanted to go =D

Just wanted to let you all know... Keeping tabs, ya know haha.

Okay... So my sister is leaving for college.  We drove ten hours down to Pittsburgh, PA to bring her here.  We got here this morning, and we aren't leaving until Thursday.  And I've already cried.  I don't know what my problem is. I didn't ever think it would ve this hard. I was fiiiine all the way down. I was fiiine in her dorm helping her unpack.  I was fiiiine until we left to go to the hotel. That part sucked.  Me and my mom were both crying, and I felt like an idiot.  I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I know we fight like craaazy, but I do, and always will, love her.  She is probably one of the most important people in my life.  I won't get to see her again until November.  She gets a week for Thanksgiving.  But it's just going to be really weird not having her around, and being an only child for a while.  

I'm glad she is leaving, because I get the bathroom to myself. 
I'm glad she is leaving because I get her clothes that she isn't taking with her.
I'm glad she is leaving, because she gets to experience things outside of smallish Stonington, CT.


I'm mad she is leaving because I'm going to get blamed for everything at home.
I'm mad she is leaving because I don't have anyone to drive me to school in the mornings, and home in the afternoon.
I'm mad she is leaving because I won't have anyone to sing along with in the car.
I'm mad she is leaving because she is the only person, other than my parents, that I see every single day.
I'm mad she is leaving because I won't have anyone to help me with my homework when I get stuck.
I'm mad she is leaving because I won't have anyone to talk to late at night, when its just the both of us watching TV.
I'm mad she is leaving because I won't have anything or anyone to model myself after.
I'm mad she is leaving because I am going to miss her.


See...? Wayy more mads than glads =[


This sucks. It absoutely sucks.

my brother is gay ay gay. and runescape is gay ay gay.

love franesca.

Okay, so I know I haven't been posting in a while, but I realized that whenever I get an online blog or somehting of the sort, I always kind of forget that it's there. haha. But I've been watching the Olympics and there are a shit load of people there!!! I just saw this kid from Great Britain that was there for diving and he's fucking fourteen!! I didn't even know he was allowed to be there that young =D.  

Also, I was just spending my entrie day going though the TH macros community. It's pretty fucking hilarious! People are so funny sometimes. Like I have no idea where they come up with half this shit.. I couldn't do it even if I tried lol.  I was planning on trying to make one, but I wouldn't know how to post it. I was like searching for a way to post, but I couldn't find anything.  I would ask someone, but I don't want to seem like a n00b lol.  If anyone wants to help me out, feel free =].  But seriously... like, I odn't even know what I wold do without Tokio Hotel. haha. Random much? Yeah, I know.  I think it's really funny how after looking at TONS of macros, I feel the need to speak macro lang. haha. I know, I'm such a dork.  I don't really know how I ended up writing so much. I know it may not seem like a lot, but I do not have a lot of stamina for this kind of stuff haha.

ok my cousin wants me to make thi "mature" i mean serilously so im just gonna say hi to everyone ~this is her other cousin~hellooo!... people i have no idea who you are. andrea is a weirdo!! runescape is gay!!!

Okayyy. So... I officially have no life.  I spend all my time either working, at school, or on the Internet. It's kind of pathetic.  I don't have a lot of friends either.  Sure I have have the usual ones... the ones who hang out with you at school, but we never do anything outside of school. Those are reserved for like 4 or 5 of them. But whatever.